MATTHEW RAZORBLADE

[Matthew Razorblade]

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©Julie + DS* + Douglas Adams

•°•MATTHEWDAVIDRAZORBLADE•°•

¡freinds, because our fleeting glances don't excite our interest !

Fake friends›‹you try your hardest to perfect your explanations
Best friends›‹you lie until they've run out of questions
inseparable›‹you can only move as fast as who's in front of you
attached at the hip›‹and if you assume just like them
close friends›‹what good will it do so find out for yourself
practically family›‹so your ignorance will stop bleeding through
just met›‹only one thing big enough to fill the void thats inside of you
enemies turned friends›‹it's just a breath away
childhood friends›‹you can breathe today
good friends›‹so many lies swirling
acquaintances›‹all around you you're suffocating
partners in crime›‹the empty shape in you steals your breath
old friends›‹logic forces me to believe in this
first name basis›‹and I can only say what I've seen and heard
friends with benefits›‹and only you can choose
trusted friends›‹and every choice you make will effect you
friend of a friend›‹suit your own self
other half›‹you're suffocating
average friends›‹so many lies
secret friends›‹all around you
new friends›‹the empty shape
drinking buddies›‹steals your breath
party buddies›‹breathe today


¡hate, one of the crimes played against lovers!

Hardcore Hatred›‹Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Jealous of Matthew›‹Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
Matthews's jealous of you›‹I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
mutual dislike›‹Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground
Matthew dislikes you›‹Why are you trying to make fun of me?
you dislike Matthew›‹You think it's funny?
mutual hatred›‹What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
Matthew hates you›‹You take your turn lashing out at me
you hate Matthew›‹ want you crying
enemies›‹All of my hate cannot be found
indifferent enemies›‹I will not be drowned
avoidance›‹By your thoughtless scheming
friends turned enemies›‹So you can try to tear me down
backstabbed›‹Beat me to the ground
tolerance›‹I will see you screaming
rivalry›‹I'm above you, smiling as you, drown, drown, drown
Matthew's scared of you›‹I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
you're scared of Matthew›‹And I'll pull the trigger
enemies with benefits›‹And you're down, down, down
by association›‹All my friends are gone, they died
annoyance›‹They all screamed, and cried
on and off›‹I never wanted, never wanted, back against the wall
love hate›‹Gonna take you down

¡lovee its the best thing since shakespere!

Final›‹This world, this world is cold
In love›‹But you don', you don' have to go
on off›‹You're feeling sad you're feeling lonely
current/rocky›‹And no one seems to care
current/steady›‹You're mother's gone and your father hits you
Matthew has a crush on you›‹This pain you cannot bare
crush on Matthew›‹But we all bleed the same way as you do
mutual crush›‹We all have the same things to go thru
forbidden›‹Hold on...if you feel like letting go
secrets›‹Hold on...it gets better than you know
chemistry›‹Your days you say they're way too long
sexual tension›‹And your nights you can't sleep at all
ex good terms›‹And you're not sure what you're looking for
ex bad terms›‹But you don't want to no more
ex still chemistry›‹And you're not sure what you�re waiting for but you dont want to no more
buddies›‹Don't stop looking you're one step closer
bed warmer›‹Dont stop searching its not over...hold on
lust›‹What are you looking for?
make out buddies›‹Do you know what youre doing to me?
flirting›‹Go ahead...what are you waiting for?
one night stand›‹Hold on
fleeting glances›‹you feel like letting go
admirer›‹it's not over

¡my feelings for you are making my head spin!

mixed feelings›‹sometimes life seems too quiet
bad influence›‹into paralyzing silence
good influence›‹like the moonless dark
protective of Matthew›‹meant to make me strong
Matthew's protective of you›‹familiar breath of my old lies
respect›‹it'll take this piece of you
emotional support›‹and hope for all eternity
family›‹for just one second i felt whole
friend of the family›‹as you flew right threw me
roommates›‹left alone with only reflections of my memory
stalker›‹to face the ugly girl that's smothering me
coworker›‹sitting closer than my pain
obsessive›‹he knew each tear before it came
Matthew admires you›‹soon he will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by
you admire Matthew›‹sorrow will last through this night
never met›‹and we kiss each other one more time
met once›‹and sing this lie that's halfway time
Matthew's your secret keeper›‹the sword is slicing through the question
you're Matthew's secret keeper›‹so i won't be fooled by his angel light
friendly rivals›‹you moved right threw me
best friends boy/girlfriend›‹sorrow lives
long lost friends›‹up into the stars
other›‹sorrow

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lyrics:

• breathe today-flyleaf
  
• thoughtless-Korn
  
• hold on-good charlotte
  
• sorrow-flyleaf
  

colors:

• 00afea
  
• ff0080
  
• ffb9dc
  
• 0267a4
  

¡credits!

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[Matthew Razorblade]

just our cries in vain

›FIRSTNAMEMIDDLENAMELASTNAME‹
i'm a simple GENDER...
who loves to HOBBY...
and i had AGE shots last september...

you say;
i say;
relationship

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[Matthew Razorblade]

«tears don't fall they crash around me‹

›ALEXJAYDENTHOMAS‹
i'm a simple BOY...
who loves to TAKE PICTURES...
and i had SEVENTEEN shots last september...

you say; I met Matthew in the music wing not too long ago. He's a really unique person, that's for sure. I (surprisingly) felt that I could trust him right away. We ended up having things in common, that I'm not too sure if it's a good thing or not. Anyway, he's a great guy that I hope to get to know a bit better. I hope we can be really good friends, and I really hope things turn around for him soon. This guy...he's got a lot of respect from me.
i say; Ah Alex, what can i says about Alex. We hit it off from the begginning. He's a really cool guy and i'm glad I have him as a friend. He's someone who I feel like I can really trust and he won't let me down. Yeah I know what you're thinking seniors and sophomore's shouldn't hang out together. Well you're wrong. I'd rather hang out with Alex, the senior, than hang out with a dumb sophomore bitch. I just hope that he'll be alright in the end and i'll be there for him when he needs me.
close friends›‹what good will it do so find out for yourself
just met›‹only one thing big enough to fill the void thats inside of you
new friends›‹the empty shape
respect›‹it'll take this piece of you

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